I’m happy to say I had a good Monday. I actually accomplished things today. I even stuck with my schedule and did a video on my YouTube channel. I decided to make a schedule for my self like on here. Of course today’s blog is going out a little later but, hey, it is still going out.
Today I talked to a college about possibly applying to their school. I want to better myself and be self reliant. I don’t want to have to depend on anyone. It isn’t an ego thing it is an independent thing. I want to be better and I want to be happy. I am already working toward that goal. I am proud of myself too.
When you have lived the same way for almost 29 years it is hard to just change. I am refusing to live this way anymore. My life will be better by the end of the year, not just better but amazing!
Another thing I am doing is reconnecting to old friends that have always been there for me and even some new ones. Not talking to people for days at a time is not a good thing for anyone… well I guess if you don’t like to talk to people maybe it is ok, but if you haven’t guessed, I’m a people person. So lots of people are hearing from me for the first time in a long time or lots more than normal. I’m also bending ears for ideas of things I can do. LOL Right now my mind is on making money to live.
I don’t know if anyone reading this has read any farther down in my blog than this but I have had brain surgery and occasionally I forget things. like completely forget that I was ever told something or that I knew how to do something. Even occasionally I will type a word completely backwards or phonetically. For instance sometimes I will type something like my name backwards iroL… Crazy I know I also occasionally type the word of like ov. So going to work for someone really does scare me. How can I hold down a job if I can’t even type my own name forward. lol
I can talk though maybe I should stick to talking. I love to do voices too, wonder if I could get a job doing voice overs. That would be so fun. I loved acting when I was in school. I was pretty good at it too. I really wish I had pursued that career. Even if it was just a Community Theater.
Ok, I guess I’ve bored you all enough. I will talk to you soon. I hope you all have a wonderful evening, morning, or day when ever it is that you read this!
Talk to you soon!